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Quote of the day:They say that love conquers all. Maybe, but *I* haven't lost faith in armored divisions with awesome firepower coupled with total air and naval superiority. (Maurizio Mariotti)

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Wednesday, April 27

I am tired

I am tired of the lies. I am tired of the pretending. Because of someone telling grandma, it has caused us to lie and pretend for her sake, hurting us more in the process. The truth will out. I haven't decided how to do it yet, but she will no longer ask us to forgive and forget or tell us he didn't mean it. BULLSHIT. It has gone on long enough. I will not allow my grandmother to be manipulated anymore. She has never been told about her son. Only about the stepmother he gave us as kids. As bad as she was, she was never as bad as him. It will stop. I will not allow them to be hurt anymore. We did not deserve the life we got handed. It will stop. No more. I've had it.
What I will say depends on if I can find out anything soon. I was up half the night crying running what to say through my head. The smallest amount of information possible to get her to stop trying to interfere and not be hurt in the process. I don't think it's possible. No matter how much I love her, I cannot protect her from this and get their pain to stop too.
*UPDATE* Putting in the links that will do some explaining. I put them in the order I think I wrote them.
About me
Assholes
My Grandma...
Why?
I have put up the cover letter. I manipulated the time on it to have it posted below this one. Scroll on down.
# posted by micki @ 7:15 AM
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Unicorn. Edited to match the page.

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